2 Corinthians 12:20
in 2 Corinthians 12For I am afraid that when I come, I may not find you as I wish, and you may not find me as you wish. I fear that there may be quarreling, jealousy, rage, rivalry, slander, gossip, arrogance, and disorder.
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ASV
For I fear, lest by any means, when I come, I should find you not such as I would, and should myself be found of you such as ye would not; lest by any means there should be strife, jealousy, wraths, factions, backbitings, whisperings, swellings, tumults;
KJV
For I fear, lest, when I come, I shall not find you such as I would, and that I shall be found unto you such as ye would not: lest there be debates, envyings, wraths, strifes, backbitings, whisperings, swellings, tumults:
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Commentary
9 notes on this verseI fear, lest, when I come - I think the present time is used here for the past; the apostle seems most evidently to be giving them the reason why he had not come to them according to his former purposes, and why he sent Titus and his companion.
This site's exposition
I may not find you as I wish
on 2 Corinthians 12:20-21
Paul names the fear behind the letter, that his visit will find quarreling, jealousy, rage, rivalry, slander, gossip, arrogance, and disorder. The list echoes the works of the flesh in Galatians 5, which his earlier letter also addressed.
The record, by era
The Church Fathers1 voice
"For I fear, lest by any means when I come, I should not find you such as I would, and should myself be found of you such as ye would not." He is going to say something great and offensive. And therefore he also inserts this excuse [for it], both by saying, "All things are for your edifying," and by adding, "I fear," softening the harshness of what was presently going to be said. For it was not here out of arrogance nor the authority of a teacher, but out of a father's tender concern, when he is more fearful and trembling than the sinners themselves at that which is likely to reform them. And not even so does he run them down or make an absolute assertion; but says doubtingly, "lest by any means when I come, I should not find you such as I would." He did not say, 'not virtuous,' but "not such as I would," everywhere employing the terms of affection. And the words, "I should find," are of one who would express what is out of natural expectation, as are also those, "I shall be found by you." For the thing is not of deliberate choice, but of a necessity originating with you. Wherefore he says, "I should be found such as ye would not." He said not here, "such as I would not," but, with more severity, "such as ye wish not." For it would in that case become his own will, not indeed what he would first have willed, but his will nevertheless. For he might indeed have said again, 'such as I would not,' and so have showed his love: but he wishes not to relax his hearer. Yea rather, his words would in that case have been even harsher; but now he has at once dealt them a smarter blow and showed himself more gentle. For this is the characteristic of his wisdom; cutting more deeply, to strike more gently. […]
The Medieval Church2 voices
Do you see what fatherly care? Others sinned, yet Paul is alarmed, and does not state his thought directly, but with uncertainty. "Lest, when I come," he says, "I shall find you not such as I wish," that is, corrupted; and by necessity — "and …
Having cited as one of the causes for commending the failure of the Corinthians to do the good things they should have done and for which he rebuked their ingratitude, he now states the other cause which arose from what they did in regard to …
The Puritans and the Awakening2 voices
Note, (1.) The falls and miscarriages of professors cannot but be a humbling consideration to a good minister; and God sometimes takes this way to humble those who might be under temptation to be lifted up: I fear lest my God will humble me among you. (2.) We have reason to bewail those who sin and do not repent, to bewail many that have sinned, and have not repented,
For I fear lest when I come,....
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The Nineteenth Century2 voices
A commentator
Jamieson, Fausset & Brown1802–1910
Commentary Critical and Explanatory on the Whole Bible (1871)
Ambitious self-seeking; from a Greek root, "to work for hire." backbitings, whisperings--open "slanderings," and "whispering backbitings" (Ga 5:20). swellings--arrogant elation; puffing up of yourselves.
A commentator
Albert Barnes1798–1870
Notes, Explanatory and Practical, on the Old and New Testaments (1832-1869)
proposed
For I fear, lest, when I come - see 2Co 12:14. I shall not find you such as I would - That is, walking in the truth and order of the gospel. He had feared that the disorders would not be removed, and that they would not have corrected the errors which prevailed, and for which he had rebuked them. It was on this account that he had said so much to them. His desire was that all these disorders might be removed, and that he might be saved from the necessity of exercising severe discipline when he should come among them. And that I shall be found unto you such as ye would not - That is, that I shall be compelled to administer discipline, and that my visit may not be as pleasant to you as you would desire. For this reason he wished all disorder corrected, and all offences removed; that everything might be pleasant when he should come; see 1Co 4:21; compare note on 2Co 10:2. Lest there be debates - I fear that there may be existing there debates, etc., which will require the interposition of the authority of an apostle. On the meaning of the word “debate,” see the note on Rom 1:29. Envyings - see the note on 1Co 3:3. Wraths - Anger or animosities between contending factions, the usual effect of forming parties. Strifes - Between contending factions; see note on 1Co 3:3. Backbitings - see the note on Rom 1:30. Whisperings - see the note on Rom 1:29. Swellings - Undue elation; being puffed up (see the notes on 2Co 8:1; 1Co 4:6, note; 1Co 4:18-19, note; 1Co 5:2, note) - such as would be produced by vain self-confidence. Tumults - Disorder and confusion arising from this existence of parties. Paul, deeply sensible of the evil of all this, had endeavored in this correspondence to suppress it, that all things might be pleasant when he should come among them.
The words behind it
26 Greek wordsEvery Greek word of this verse in the order it stands, with what it means and the door to its own study. The last column counts the times a word stands in the whole Bible: the rarer the word, the more the places it appears belong together.
| Greek | Sound | Meaning | Word study | In the Bible |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| φοβοῦμαι | phoboumai | I fear | G5399 → | |
| γὰρ | gar | for | G1063 → | 1039 times |
| μή | me | lest | G3361 → | 1066 times |
| πως | pos | perhaps | G4458 → | 16 times |
| ἐλθὼν | elthon | having come | G2064 → | 628 times |
| οὐχ | ouch | not | G3756 → | 1664 times |
| οἵους | oious | such as | G3634 → | 14 times |
| θέλω | thelo | I wish | G2309 → | 208 times |
| εὕρω | heuro | I may find | G2147 → | 175 times |
| ὑμᾶς, | humas | you, | G4771 → | 2973 times |
| κἀγὼ | kago | and I myself | G1473 →G2532 → | 839 times |
| εὑρεθῶ | heuretho | may be found | G2147 → | 175 times |
| ὑμῖν | humin | by you | G4771 → | 2973 times |
| οἷον | hoion | such as | G3634 → | 14 times |
| οὐ | ou | not | G3756 → | 1664 times |
| θέλετε, | thelete | you do wish, | G2309 → | 208 times |
| μή | me | lest | G3361 → | 1066 times |
| πως | pos | perhaps | G4458 → | 16 times |
| ἔρις, | eris | a quarrel, | G2054 → | |
| ζῆλος, | zelos | jealousy, | G2205 → | 16 times |
| θυμοί, | thumoi | anger, | G2372 → | |
| ἐριθείαι, | eritheiai | contentions | G2052 → | |
| καταλαλιαί, | katalaliai | slander, | G2636 → | |
| ψιθυρισμοί, | psithurismoi | gossip, | G5587 → | |
| φυσιώσεις, | phusioseis | conceit, | G5450 → | |
| ἀκαταστασίαι, | akatastasiai | disorder, | G181 → |
φοβοῦμαιI fear
phoboumaiG5399 →
γὰρfor
garG1063 →1039 times
μήlest
meG3361 →1066 times
πωςperhaps
posG4458 →16 times
ἐλθὼνhaving come
elthonG2064 →628 times
οὐχnot
ouchG3756 →1664 times
οἵουςsuch as
oiousG3634 →14 times
θέλωI wish
theloG2309 →208 times
εὕρωI may find
heuroG2147 →175 times
ὑμᾶς,you,
humasG4771 →2973 times
κἀγὼand I myself
εὑρεθῶmay be found
heurethoG2147 →175 times
ὑμῖνby you
huminG4771 →2973 times
οἷονsuch as
hoionG3634 →14 times
οὐnot
ouG3756 →1664 times
θέλετε,you do wish,
theleteG2309 →208 times
μήlest
meG3361 →1066 times
πωςperhaps
posG4458 →16 times
ἔρις,a quarrel,
erisG2054 →
ζῆλος,jealousy,
zelosG2205 →16 times
θυμοί,anger,
thumoiG2372 →
ἐριθείαι,contentions
eritheiaiG2052 →
καταλαλιαί,slander,
katalaliaiG2636 →
ψιθυρισμοί,gossip,
psithurismoiG5587 →
φυσιώσεις,conceit,
phusioseisG5450 →
ἀκαταστασίαι,disorder,
akatastasiaiG181 →
A shaded row is a word that stands 400 times or fewer in the Bible.
The walk
8 stopsEach card is a verse this one points to, and under it the verses that one points to in turn. Where several paths arrive at the same place, that place is listed first: the text keeps returning to it.
Through
1 Peter 2:1Rid yourselves, therefore, of all malice, deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander.
it leads to
- Ephesians 4:31
Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, outcry and slander, along with every form of malice.
- James 1:21
Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and every expression of evil, and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save your souls.
- James 4:11
Brothers, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against his brother or judges him speaks against the law and judges it. And if you judge the law, you are not a practitioner of…
- 1 Peter 3:10
For, “Whoever would love life and see good days must keep his tongue from evil and his lips from deceitful speech.
- Colossians 3:5–8
Put to death, therefore, the components of your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires, and greed, which is idolatry.
- Ephesians 4:31
Through
Jude 1:16These men are discontented grumblers, following after their own lusts; their mouths spew arrogance; they flatter others for their own advantage.
it leads to
- 2 Peter 2:18
With lofty but empty words, they appeal to the sensual passions of the flesh and entice those who are just escaping from others who live in error.
- Philippians 2:14
Do everything without complaining or arguing,
- 2 Peter 2:10
Such punishment is specially reserved for those who indulge the corrupt desires of the flesh and despise authority. Bold and self-willed, they are unafraid to slander glorious beings.
- 2 Peter 2:18
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This page draws on Adam Clarke, Commentary on the Bible; Albert Barnes, Notes, Explanatory and Practical, on the Old and New Testaments (1832-1869); Charles Hodge, An Exposition of the Second Epistle to the Corinthians; Jamieson, Fausset & Brown, Commentary Critical and Explanatory on the Whole Bible; John Chrysostom, Homily 28 on 2 Corinthians; John Gill, Exposition of the New Testament (1746-1748); Matthew Henry, Commentary on the Whole Bible; Theophylact of Ohrid, Commentary on 2 Corinthians and Thomas Aquinas, Commentary on 2 Corinthians.
