Psalms 38:10
in Psalms 38My heart pounds, my strength fails, and even the light of my eyes has faded.
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ASV
My heart throbbeth, my strength faileth me: As for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.
KJV
My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.
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This verse in Psalms 38
Commentary
14 notes on this verseMy heart panteth. Here begins another tale of woe. He was so dreadfully pained by the unkindness of friends, that his heart was in a state of perpetual palpitation. Sharp and quick were the beatings of his heart; he was like a hunted roe, filled with distressing alarms, and ready to fly out of itself with fear. The soul seeks sympathy in sorrow, and if it finds none, its sorrowful heart throbs are incessant. My strength faileth me. What with disease and distraction, he was weakened and ready to expire.
This site's exposition
my every desire is before You
on Psalms 38:9-11
What has not been said aloud is already before God, the groaning included. The body keeps failing, a pounding heart, spent strength, and the light of the eyes faded. Friends and kinsmen keep their distance from the disease.
The record, by era
The Church Fathers3 voices
"My heart is troubled." Wherefore is it troubled? "And my courage hath failed me." Generally something comes upon us on a sudden; the "heart is troubled;" the earth quakes; thunder is sent from Heaven; a formidable attack is made upon us, or a horrible sound heard. Perhaps a lion is seen on the road; the "heart is troubled." Perhaps robbers lie in wait for us; the "heart is troubled:" we are filled with a panic fear; from every quarter something excites anxiety. Wherefore? Because "my courage hath failed me." For what would be feared, did that courage still remain unmoved? Whatever bad tidings were brought, whatever threatened us, whatever sound was heard, whatever were to fall, whatever appeared horrible, would inspire no terror. But whence that trouble? "My courage faileth me." Wherefore hath my courage failed me? "The light of mine eyes also is gone from me." Thus Adam also could not see "the light of his eyes." For the "light of his eyes" was God Himself, whom when he had offended, he fled to the shade, and hid himself among the trees of Paradise. He shrunk in alarm from the face of God: and sought the shelter of the trees; thenceforth among the trees he had no more "the light of his eyes," at which he had been wont to rejoice. ...
By these statements he implies two things: both the extraordinary degree of depression, by which the light does not even seem to be light, and the deprivation of divine care, which he rightly called "light of my eyes."
A commentator
Philoxenus of Mabbug13 Ascetic Discourses, Discourse 7 -- Second Discourse on the Fear of God · Written before 523.
proposed
Whosoever feareth sleepeth not, and if he sleepeth, he seeth in his dream the cause of his fear; he eateth not, and he drinketh not, and if the force of natural craving compel him, fear is mingled with his meat and drink. Everything which attacketh …
The Medieval Church2 voices
"My heart is troubled." Here he shows the necessity that his consolation be from God, because there is nothing in him from which he can take comfort. There are three things in a person: namely, the intellect, the will, and the executive power. The intellect …
A commentator
BonaventureCollationes de Decem Praeceptis, Collation 1 · Written in the 13th century.
proposed
The danger of transgression ought to move us to keep God's commandments, because transgressors lose many goods. Transgression blinds the intellect of the true and takes away the affection for the good: and on account of this, in the person of the transgressor the Psalmist …
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The Puritans and the Awakening3 voices
David was famed for his courage and great exploits; and yet, when God contended with him by bodily sickness and the impressions of his wrath upon his mind, his hair is cut, his heart fails him, and he becomes weak as water. Therefore let not the strongman glory in his strength, nor any man set grief at defiance, however it may be thought at a distance.
Our Lord Jesus, when he suffered, threatened not, because he committed himself to him that judges righteously ( 1 Pet. ii. 23 ); and we shall lose nothing, at last, by doing so.
My heart panteth,....
The Nineteenth Century4 voices
My heart panteth. Here begins another tale of woe. He was so dreadfully pained by the unkindness of friends, that his heart was in a state of perpetual palpitation. Sharp and quick were the beatings of his heart; he was like a hunted roe, filled with distressing alarms, and ready to fly out of itself with fear. The soul seeks sympathy in sorrow, and if it finds none, its sorrowful heart throbs are incessant. My strength faileth me. What with disease and distraction, he was weakened and ready to expire. A sense of sin, and a clear perception that none can help us in our distress, are enough to bring a man to death's door, especially if there be none to speak a gentle word, and point the broken spirit to the beloved Physician. As for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me. Sweet light departed from his bodily eye, and consolation vanished from his soul. Those who were the very light of his eyes forsook him. Hope, the last lamp of night, was ready to go out. What a plight was the poor convict in! Yet here, we have some of us been; and here should we have perished had not infinite mercy interposed. Now, as we remember the lovingkindness of the Lord, we see how good it was for us to find our own strength fail us, since it drove us to the strong for strength; and how right it was that our light should all be quenched, that the Lord's light should be all in all to us.
My heart panteth. Here begins another tale of woe. He was so dreadfully pained by the unkindness of friends, that his heart was in a state of perpetual palpitation. Sharp and quick were the beatings of his heart; he was like a hunted roe, filled with distressing alarms, and ready to fly out of itself with fear. The soul seeks sympathy in sorrow, and if it finds none, its sorrowful heart throbs are incessant. My strength faileth me. What with disease and distraction, he was weakened and ready to expire.
My heart panteth - סחרחר secharchar, flutters, palpitates, through fear and alarm. My strength faileth - Not being able to take nourishment. The light of mine eyes - is gone - I can scarcely discern any thing through the general decay of my health and vigor, particularly affecting my sight.
A commentator
Albert Barnes1798–1870
Notes, Explanatory and Practical, on the Old and New Testaments (1832-1869)
proposed
My heart panteth - The word rendered “panteth,” in its original form, means properly to go about; to travel around; and then, to travel around as a merchant or pedlar, or for purposes of traffic: Gen 23:16; Gen 37:28; Gen 42:34. Applied to the heart, as it is here, it means to move about rapidly; to palpitate; to beat quick. It is an expression of pain and distress, indicated by a rapid beating of the heart. My strength faileth me - It is rapidly failing. He regarded himself as rapidly approaching death. As for the light of mine eyes - My vision; my sight. It also is gone from me - Margin, as in Hebrew: “is not with me.” This is usually an indication of approaching death; and it would seem from all these symptoms that he appeared to be drawing near to the end of life. Compare Psa 13:3; Psa 6:7; Psa 31:9.
The words behind it
10 Hebrew wordsEvery Hebrew word of this verse in the order it stands, with what it means and the door to its own study. The last column counts the times a word stands in the whole Bible: the rarer the word, the more the places it appears belong together.
| Hebrew | Sound | Meaning | Word study | In the Bible |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| לִבִּ֣י | libi | heart my | H3820 → | 595 times |
| סְ֭חַרְחַר | secharchar | it palpitates | H5503 → | |
| עֲזָבַ֣נִי | ʾazavani | it has left me | H5800 → | 215 times |
| כֹחִ֑י | khochi | strength my | H3581 → | 126 times |
| וְֽאוֹר־ | veor- | and [the] light of | H216 → | 121 times |
| עֵינַ֥י | ʾeinai | eyes my | H5869 → | 887 times |
| גַּם־ | gam- | also | H1571 → | 769 times |
| הֵ֝֗ם | hem | they | H1992 → | 553 times |
| אֵ֣ין | ʾein | not | H369 → | 789 times |
| אִתִּֽי׃ | ʾiti | [are] with me | H854 → | 929 times |
לִבִּ֣יheart my
libiH3820 →595 times
סְ֭חַרְחַרit palpitates
secharcharH5503 →
עֲזָבַ֣נִיit has left me
ʾazavaniH5800 →215 times
כֹחִ֑יstrength my
khochiH3581 →126 times
וְֽאוֹר־and [the] light of
veor-H216 →121 times
עֵינַ֥יeyes my
ʾeinaiH5869 →887 times
גַּם־also
gam-H1571 →769 times
הֵ֝֗םthey
hemH1992 →553 times
אֵ֣יןnot
ʾeinH369 →789 times
אִתִּֽי׃[are] with me
ʾitiH854 →929 times
A shaded row is a word that stands 400 times or fewer in the Bible.
The walk
8 stopsEach card is a verse this one points to, and under it the verses that one points to in turn. Where several paths arrive at the same place, that place is listed first: the text keeps returning to it.
Through
Psalms 69:3I am weary from my crying; my throat is parched. My eyes fail, looking for my God.
it leads to
- Psalms 6:6
I am weary from groaning; all night I flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears.
- Psalms 119:82
My eyes fail, looking for Your promise; I ask, “When will You comfort me?”
- Psalms 119:123
My eyes fail, looking for Your salvation, and for Your righteous promise.
- Isaiah 38:14
I chirp like a swallow or crane; I moan like a dove. My eyes grow weak as I look upward. O Lord, I am oppressed; be my security.”
- Deuteronomy 28:32
Your sons and daughters will be given to another nation, while your eyes grow weary looking for them day after day, with no power in your hand.
- Psalms 6:6
Through
Psalms 88:9My eyes grow dim with grief. I call to You daily, O LORD; I spread out my hands to You.
it leads to
- Job 11:13
As for you, if you direct your heart and lift up your hands to Him,
- Psalms 86:3
Be merciful to me, O Lord, for I call to You all day long.
- Job 11:13
Through
Psalms 119:123My eyes fail, looking for Your salvation, and for Your righteous promise.
it leads to
- Psalms 130:6
My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning— more than watchmen wait for the morning.
- Psalms 130:6
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This page draws on Adam Clarke, Commentary on the Bible; Albert Barnes, Notes on the Book of Psalms; Albert Barnes, Notes, Explanatory and Practical, on the Old and New Testaments (1832-1869); Augustine of Hippo, Exposition on Psalm 38; Bonaventure, Collationes de Decem Praeceptis, Collation 1; Charles Spurgeon, The Treasury of David, Vol. 2; Charles Spurgeon, The Treasury of David; John Gill, Exposition of the Old Testament (1748-1763); Matthew Henry, Commentary on the Whole Bible; Philoxenus of Mabbug, 13 Ascetic Discourses, Discourse 7 -- Second Discourse on the Fear of God; Theodoret of Cyrus, COMMENTARY ON THE PSALMS 38:4 and Thomas Aquinas, Exposition on the Psalms of David.
